Why Is It Just So Hard To Do Good?

Peace be upon everyone.

Yes, it's already Ramadan. My conscience is getting the best of me. Yes, the guilt from not optimising Ramadan. I had expected this already. Oh boy.

Some things in life are easy to get whereas others, well, let's just say if it's not time for you to get/do it, it's just not time. So no matter how you strive for it, it will take time before you reap the benefits of all your hard work. And ibadah in the month of Ramadan, is one of them. I beg to differ, of course.

I'm being steeped (from head to toe) in this-worldly matters such as schoolwork, NUSMS, family, friends, etc. that they 'followed' me in my tarawih prayers. The long duration of the prayer makes me vulnerable to such materialistic thought-attacks. I'm still trying. I hope it will turn out for the better.

I need guidance from everyone around me. Now that I'm down with a very bad ache in my shoulders, all I wish to do is to sleep. Nothing else. Just want to get that long overdued, hard-earned rest.

Getting more sleep I guess.

One last, publicity for NUSMS's iftar!

Refer to the poster below! This is my first poster design. Feel free to comment. =). I know it's bad laa.

That's it from me. Wanachat with Diana instead. Yes, I miss you alot! =)

Wassalaam.